Ever get the urge to just run a thousand miles? To just get up and jump. Yell. Dance. Feel like there is more to life than this. Feel like your heart is going to burst out because you are not doing enough. Hyper-ness during the strangest times.

I’ve been studying for 8+ hours a day for the past couple days for my exams. I’ve been burnt. I’ve been exited about studying (yes, I’m strange enough). I’ve been to the point of not caring.

Ever since I was a kid I’ve had times when I’m sitting at my desk and I just get excited about… life. Excited in that my heart starts to rush, adrenaline type rush, and I start banging my head to the music or creating music in my head. Sometimes I it makes it so I can’t focus but just have to get up and jump a few times. Get blood moving through my body. I know I am a geek when I get excited about finishing a function as I program, or even getting excited over a solution to my programming-problem which I feel is a creative one.

During those times I get the feeling of, “no matter what happens now, my future is still yet to come, it can still be defined.” I find it hard to stay stressed or frustrated at current situations when I know life is going to continue and everything will come to pass.

Life is to be lived.